February 27th, 2003

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09:40 pm - Hibernation
For quite some time now, my libido has been in hibernation. Oh, there have been brief periods of roaring, pawing, mauling wakefulness when some unwitting soul stumbled into its cave - but it knew damned well it was still winter out, and settled comfortably right back into easy slumber as soon as the interlopers were dealt with.

Unfortunately, the damned thing's fully awake again, and is leaving the cave and peering about in the sunlight, blinking and rumbling discontentedly. And I don't know what the hell to tell it - "go back to sleep, fucker, winter's not over yet" doesn't really seem to be an option.

So here I am sitting through uncomfortable days of constant thoughts of holding somebody intimately and smelling their hair, and their skin, and knowing the taste of them, and all the little ways they react, and wanting more intimacy than a quick sexual fix - the proverbial interloper stumbling into the cave - will provide, and all I can think is "god damn it, did I really need all this wanting again?"

Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: Jolene - Pensacola

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From: aviatrix440
Date: February 28th, 2003 - 09:27 am

I remember relating to someone once that sometimes I can't wait to get old, so I can concentrate on other -- or even one thing for more than 3 minutes.

What they say about women in their 30's is absolutely true. (or so I've found)

[User Picture] From: jimbojones
Date: February 28th, 2003 - 10:40 am

"What we need is music," said the bow to the violin...

[User Picture] From: sanityescapesme
Date: February 28th, 2003 - 10:34 am

Yeah man...

Believe me, you're not alone in that feeling. Heh, read any of my or Al's posts since summer!! Anyhow, man, if you need to get out of the house, Pop 39 is playing at the NBT again tonight, show starts around 8, they go on second...'twould be cool if you could come. Then at least you can share your lament over drinks, eh?


[User Picture] From: jimbojones
Date: February 28th, 2003 - 10:41 am

Re: Yeah man...

Hell yeah, I'm down.

[User Picture] From: zeldappa
Date: February 28th, 2003 - 11:56 am

Re: Yeah man...

Is this little gathering only for the guys who don't get much action or can girls in the same exact situation show up, too? Would a representation of the female form destroy or fuel the mope?

Or is my situation entirely my fault and, therefore, I can't count myself in this group of non-action-getting folk?

(oh, god, there are so many jokes to be made from this, but I'm not going there.)

[User Picture] From: jimbojones
Date: February 28th, 2003 - 12:00 pm

Re: Yeah man...

Dude, getcherass out there. We might even overlook you dissin' us last time. =)

[User Picture] From: pinballsorceror
Date: February 28th, 2003 - 11:08 am

thanks for the warning

I didn't think they'd mind someone hotlinking some of their work, they haven't in the past. I am familiar with apache, I've just seen hotlinking before.

From: ex_ginandjui462
Date: March 3rd, 2003 - 12:13 am
I SO know what you mean...there's never a good time for an out-of-control libido. What's worse is not just wanting to get off, but wanting to be really INTIMATE with someone. Sleeping with them. Cuddling them. Smelling their skin. You can jack off, but you can't simulate another warm, safe body in your arms.

Sigh...now I'm bummed out. :)

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