October 8th, 2004

somber

more sad stories

I've never been comfortable admitting weakness.  I learned a long time ago that it's stronger to admit it freely and confront it than to hide it, and I value strength, so I've tried to do that.  But I haven't done quite as thorough a job as I'd thought.  I wrote a few days ago about fears of abandonment that I never got over, and hadn't realized I still had to such a great degree.  But really, in some ways, that's just scratching the surface.

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