• Mood: sad
• Music: REM - Everybody Hurts

I want to steal Laural's sad kitty icon.

I was in a shitty situation, and after trying everything else I could think of and failing, I finally did something really shitty to get out of it.  Unsurprisingly, I feel like shit, and right now my life feels like shit.

I may have lost the most important person in my life forever, and it's going to be a while before I really know one way or the other.

I still don't know what else I could have done.

I still know that I did the best that I could.

It still feels like shit.